Monthly Archives: May 2010

Cracks

Sometimes I’d wonder if my broken heart would ever heal.  Would it always hurt so deeply in those shattered places?  I know that for the first 2.5 years after losing my husband I never would have thought the possibility was even out there.  The pain cut so deep.  Sorrow, anguish, and despair lived in the [...]

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Baby steps

It may seem like little steps to some, but to me… it’s beyond huge.
Baby steps.  It’s how we train the dolphins to do those amazing 40 ft high 1.5 flips.  Start small, with something they already know.  Slowly reward and encourage each moment of progress.  Mold and shape the behavior, going higher, stronger with each [...]

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I couldn’t put it any better myself

For the past couple of months I’ve been reading other widow’s blogs every morning.  It helps me see that I’m not alone in this struggle and that the feelings I am experiencing aren’t abnormal, strange, or unjustified.  Sometimes it gives me a moment of hope.  Sometimes it makes me nod my head and cry into [...]

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