Monthly Archives: March 2008

Time

Sometimes I wish that time could just stand still.  Like when I look at Eli and never want him to grow up.  I don’t ever want to explain to him that his daddy is gone.  I wish he didn’t have to grow up without his father.  And, I will never be able to experience having [...]

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Easter

Eli’s first Easter was nice.  Easter Bunny stopped by the house and brought lots of chocolate and candy (Mommy’s happy about that!).  Eli slept through most of the day, and pretty much only woke to eat and poop.  We went over to my uncle and aunt’s house for a feast and Easter egg hunt, and [...]

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I miss him

It’s not easy.  In fact, it’s extremely hard.  I look at Eli and I think of Mike.  I think about Mike not getting to hold his son.  I imagine the happiness his son would have given him.  And how different things would be if he were here.
It’s not that I’m not filled with joy with [...]

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Snow, snow, everywhere

It’s cold up here in Ohio, but thankfully some warmth is beginning to shine through.  It’s supposed to get up in the 40’s today!  Big change from Saturday when we landed in Columbus in blizzard-like conditions!
There has been a nice warm welcome from our friends and family here.  It’s wonderful to get to see everyone, [...]

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Eli’s first flight

Most of you know that my mom is here with me, helping me out with little Eli.  She’s been absolutely amazing, getting up in the middle of the night, changing diapers, cleaning the house, and taking care of the dogs.  I was beginning to get scared of the time when I knew she’d have to [...]

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